her name is fouzia, she is a woman, she has 37 years, she is from Constantine, one of the oldest city of Algeria, she has cancer disease from seven years, she is poor, she has a poor mother, all her revenue is a small wage, the journalist did not write about the father, perhaps he is dead, they live in a small apartment in a crowded building, a crowed city, she has no money to buy drugs, the hospital did not accepted her, they rejected her, her mother tried to sue them, no one care, the justice don't care,the general attorney don't care , neighbors don't care, she is just another ill poor Algerian, they care about other people.
she has a cancer near her neck, he already get all her shoulders, she has worms who eat her body, the mum can't do anything to stop the worms, she has no medicine, she use pesticides to kill them, so they go back to fouzia shoulders, she is so pained that she kick her head against the wall, she cries, she has a lot of tears, she flowed something like a green liquid. when the journalist asked her to show her body, she did not accepted, she is shy, she don't want to be seen naked.
sometimes, the mother come to her room, and found it full of worms, she can't support the scene, she fell down.
i hope, they help her, after the newspapers has published her story. in this country it's hard to be a poor, it is hard to be a woman, it's hard to be sick, but if you are a poor sick woman, you have no luck
Sunday, July 22, 2007
Friday, July 06, 2007
a very deceiving independence day
yes i am deceived and angry, not sad, her father told mine, no, i don't know the view of the girl, I don't know what she thinks about me, she is always in her home, as it is summer, i don't know if she knew another guy, or even if she need to know me more to decide. or if she wants to continue her post-graduation studies.
i just spoke to her one time, a three months ago for just five minutes, it was the first time i saw her, what's was a crazy scene, i told her that I'll ask for her hand( i am not sure if it's correct in English), and if she was interested, she told me, i should see her father and i don't try to speak to her again,she is a good girl, she cares about her reputation, she don't risk to be seen by her relatives speaking to a stranger, the university where she studies is near my town, so all students know each others , it was my first “dates” with her, perhaps the last, but it was enough for me ( apparently it was not the case for her)to feel that something good can be reached between us.
i suppose, people with others cultural background, just say, what the hell with those guys who want to engage without knowing their partners, but unfortunately it is just like that, i live in a country side, people are very conservative, girls don't walk in the street, it is not granted at all to “access” them, you can't simply go to her and say “ i need to talk to you”,
our theory is that, if the girl is from a good family, and if the people who study with her, the neighbors,your mum which know her mum, told you, she is a good one, then you don't need to know her personally, love come after the marriage, perhaps it sounds weird for you, but it works, Ok not all the time, but statically speaking, the divorce in the case of this traditional way is very low.
i think basically it was my fault, i was in a hurry, i have perhaps “the near 30 years syndrome”, in my country the average age of marriage for men is thirty, so when we approach that limits, we become like mad, searching for the sweetheart that will spend the rest of life together. and most of the time, in lieu, of searching for love, we end as seeking only the marriage.
and about the title, yesterday the fifth of July was our independence day, 45 years ago we got our freedom, from the French occupation. but with the social situation we have, people here don't care about this day, it is just another boring day.
i just spoke to her one time, a three months ago for just five minutes, it was the first time i saw her, what's was a crazy scene, i told her that I'll ask for her hand( i am not sure if it's correct in English), and if she was interested, she told me, i should see her father and i don't try to speak to her again,she is a good girl, she cares about her reputation, she don't risk to be seen by her relatives speaking to a stranger, the university where she studies is near my town, so all students know each others , it was my first “dates” with her, perhaps the last, but it was enough for me ( apparently it was not the case for her)to feel that something good can be reached between us.
i suppose, people with others cultural background, just say, what the hell with those guys who want to engage without knowing their partners, but unfortunately it is just like that, i live in a country side, people are very conservative, girls don't walk in the street, it is not granted at all to “access” them, you can't simply go to her and say “ i need to talk to you”,
our theory is that, if the girl is from a good family, and if the people who study with her, the neighbors,your mum which know her mum, told you, she is a good one, then you don't need to know her personally, love come after the marriage, perhaps it sounds weird for you, but it works, Ok not all the time, but statically speaking, the divorce in the case of this traditional way is very low.
i think basically it was my fault, i was in a hurry, i have perhaps “the near 30 years syndrome”, in my country the average age of marriage for men is thirty, so when we approach that limits, we become like mad, searching for the sweetheart that will spend the rest of life together. and most of the time, in lieu, of searching for love, we end as seeking only the marriage.
and about the title, yesterday the fifth of July was our independence day, 45 years ago we got our freedom, from the French occupation. but with the social situation we have, people here don't care about this day, it is just another boring day.
Friday, May 11, 2007
why i love opensuse and eh hate free project management software !!!
ok it has been a lot of time since my last blog, but actually my Linux experience has evolved, in a forum i was moaning about how it is difficult to install software on Linux without an Internet connexion, then a guy give me an indication, perhaps it is the best information i got form an Internet forum, just use opensuse, it simply rocks, definitively those Germans are smart people !!!!! i am downloading all the time new packages without the pitfalls of all those stupid dependencies, they made a simple solution yet very user friendly, all software are organized by distribution and processor architecture, so just grab them, then download them, copy to flash disk and have fun, so if you have opensuse 10.2 and you want software foo, it is so easy just go to software.opensuse.org/foo/10.2/i586/ and there is even a search facilities, so you are sure to not miss anything.
as a result, i have now in my computer all the very last version of my preferred applications, although kde4 alpha don't want to start ( keeping telling me, something is wrong with kdeinit4)
actually i am not the guy who wants always the last software even in alpha phase, i wanted to check the progress made to Kplato, which is by the way the only libre software that can be sometimes in future( ok with a lot of manpower) a serious project management tool( ok i have also planner and taskjuggler, but honestly guy how to manage a project in CLI). but i am sad to see that right now, it lacks a lot of basic features, like the ability to assign the budget quantity( either per day or the total) of a resources to a task, but what to say this a free software done by developers for free, so i can't tell them what they have to do.
Even worst, still wine( an MS windows emulator) don't support P3 or P5, so i have to keep my windows partition.
as a result, i have now in my computer all the very last version of my preferred applications, although kde4 alpha don't want to start ( keeping telling me, something is wrong with kdeinit4)
actually i am not the guy who wants always the last software even in alpha phase, i wanted to check the progress made to Kplato, which is by the way the only libre software that can be sometimes in future( ok with a lot of manpower) a serious project management tool( ok i have also planner and taskjuggler, but honestly guy how to manage a project in CLI). but i am sad to see that right now, it lacks a lot of basic features, like the ability to assign the budget quantity( either per day or the total) of a resources to a task, but what to say this a free software done by developers for free, so i can't tell them what they have to do.
Even worst, still wine( an MS windows emulator) don't support P3 or P5, so i have to keep my windows partition.
Tuesday, March 20, 2007
Thursday, February 15, 2007
A three hours of happiness
It was really a great moment yesterday, I have not be so happy for a long time, thanks for you kindness, thanks for your voice, thanks my God for creating this wonderful woman.
I hope I’ll read this post in the future with a smile, and see it as the beginning of a lovely new life for us, me and you.
I hope I’ll read this post in the future with a smile, and see it as the beginning of a lovely new life for us, me and you.
Saturday, February 10, 2007
copie d'ecrant de Amarok 2.0
en général je ne suis pas un fou de copie d'ecran mais le fait que Amarak 2.0 est la, et il marche apparament le portage vers KDE 4 étais trés facile
juste l'idée qu'il sera disponible tres prochainement pour Windows est tres exitante non
Wednesday, February 07, 2007
CE QUE VOUS NE SAVAIS PAS
vous allez voir des images de l'IRAN que vous n'auriez jamais pu l'imaginer
http://blog.ignore-your.tv/2007/02/02/what-you-do-not-know/
http://blog.ignore-your.tv/2007/02/02/what-you-do-not-know/
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